I need help witht the biggest make over ever! ?

July 5th, 2010 by Carrie

Question: I need help witht the biggest make over ever! ?
I’m 14 years old and I weigh 107kg (16st 8 pounds) and because I live in the Uk i’m like always Seeing beauty and I was thinking about it today. I was even googling random things like “how to look beautiful” and “how to beautify yourself” or “how to loose your double chin” (because i’m overweight I have one AND HATE IT! ) And I wanna give myself the most biggest make-over like ever!

Okay so basically I want a whole new me so the things I wanna begin with is…

1.Body hair, I have it on my legs (Like women normally do) on my thighs on my hips, back,belley,back of the neck,inbetween legs,on the bottom of my arms and the top,shoulders,cheeks,lips(Well on the skin of my lip and under the bottom of it too /:[ ) and many more places. Basically I want to be hair free I dont want to have to live with this anymore, I feel more like an animal instead of an actual human being. I,ve herd you can get it permanently removed but thats just so expensive, cause it just is so ridicusly too much money just to look good these days.

2. My spots! the opposite to attractive, they make me look so unsightly and unattractive and such a place off. And they seriously need to go! So what can I do to get rid of them. I herd that apperently the Netrogena Wave works so I could try that. I also unfortunatly have back acne too and I have it between my legs on my chin and shoulders and other places too. And I still have no theory on how I am going to remove them spots or Zits or whatever Americans call them :S
PROBLEMS RIGHT!

3.My hair, Its frizzy,knotty,bushy,tangled,a mess like always, an afro, and basically I just want it straight and dyed a different colour. Im gonna have it light brown with blonde underneath althought I was also thinking of having it another colour like having black underneath and like a light brown chesnut-redish colour ontop. And most of all i want it straight atm i have blonde bits in my hair, like blonde streaks and stuff and they lasted me a long time cause I had it done ages ago and i got a dye which would work in any type of hair so if I am going to dye my hair again I have to make sure that I can get one which will work in any hair.
And most of all the hatred of most people these days is...My flab! My body fat, my place off when it comes to attractiveness.

I cant diet, i've tried it so many times before and I just can't. One minuet i'm motivated then next i'm like I cannot be asked.
And I keep thinking about starving myself and I have no clue of what else I can do.
I also shove my fingers down my throat and try and throw up but it never works, after a few minuets I have done it i just feel my stomach hurting and the acid inside being weird and all funny.
I know that was stupid yes yes.
I'm even going to a child Obesity clinic but I still really just cannot loose this weight and i'm afraid that my metobilsim (how ever you spell it) isnt working either.
I really want a boyfriend but no one wants a overweight, spotty, ugly, putoff girl like me especaially at this age when you are a teenager. Im in year 10 at school btw (grade 10). So I really need this makeover so badly please help I want the guys who saw me as invisible to notice that i'm actually here and I want them favourite and hot boys swooning at my feet please help PLEASE! I know I am only 14 and stressing so much at my age but still I just wanna look perfect.
Btw I am still kind of depressed even after having consouling and when you answer my questions be honest be dont be a bitch" thats what I always state anyway. But thanks to those answering so far. AND YES my depression is hindering my dieting thats why Im so crap at it. :S